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I've got this funny little feeling in my heart...

... i think im just... totally... IN LOVE<3

ok i havent written in a reallyyyy long time

since the last time i wrote ive...

... gone to homecoming

... fallen out of a stunt (in cheerleading it means when you throw people up in the air .. i get thrown up) and landed on my face/wrist/nose = OUCH!

... gotten first honors (yey me! lol)

... performed at pep ralley

... gotten confirmed

... had and went to many confirmation parties

... got a super pretty heart necklace from my wonderful boyfriend on our 6 month anniversary

... my brother got a new puppy!

... and hmm thats about all i can think of right now.. ill write more when i think of it or when something interesting happens

ok ill start by explaining why today is special to me.. not only is it awesome bc todays a day off from school... and kinda not awesome bc i spent the first 5 hours of the day at a retreat at my church... but todays exactly 5 months from when my boyfriend asked me out. so of course i hung out w/ him after the retreat at his house w/ my best friend and her boyfriend.

well i was sitting on the ground and had the brilliant idea to lean backwards and like lie down right? simple enough.. nothing wrong w/ that... but on my way down i hit the corner of the english oak (hardest wood ever apparently) coffee table. ouchh? YEA ouch! but i was like fine... i just started laughing and everything seemed ok... then my boyfriend realized there was red dots on my shirt... and i couldnt figure out why... he soon found that the back of my head was bleeding REALLYYYY badly (i wont get into details w/ that cuz that could get ppl light headed). so we calmly went upstairs and tried to find his mom.. blah blah blah...

turns out i had to go to the ER to get it checked out. fun fun! but my boyfriend came w/ me =) so that helped ... and my best friend showed up a little while later because she's kinda iffy w/ blood so she had to calm down first then she came to see me (which i was vry appreciative of) but yeah... but no stiches needed... they didnt have to shave any of my hair off... and all i have to do is ice it twice today and then im fine. but yeah.. exciting day right?? and now i have to go back to school tmrw and cheer at our first football game tmrw night. (cant wait! NOT!)

not this... this page this. i dont mean that. but seriously i have this one friend that does NOT know when to stop. like seriously he gets me to the point of me wanting to like scream my head off because he just doesnt know when he's gone too far. he knows how i feel about talking to my xbf and his friend in chats, he knows that last time he did it i got beyond upset ... i was like furious w/ him and i was like breaking down bc i got so upset and so angry. but yet what does he do? he invites them again. i just wanna know how many times someone can do something so wrong before they realize that its hurting someone... if u have an answer plz tell me... id love some insite on this.

ughh schools such a drag. i really miss summer already. pretty sad huh? the worst part def. is the homework and tests and stuff. like if school was just somewhere you go to to learn new things and do class work and just learn for the sake of learning i think id like it more. wouldnt u? i think bc of homework and tests and quizzes and projects teachers make learning boring and a drag and nobody ends up learning cuz theyre too stressed to get good grades and pass everything and go onto good colleges so theyre lives are successfull. i think we all just need to learn that learning isnt to stress u out.. its to make u smarter and better rounded. lol. ok ill stop now.. byez