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who here believes that just because you are a few years older than someone you deserve the respect of someone dozens of years older than them? i personally dont

just because you are over 21 does not mean you automatically deserve the same respect as mothers, fathers, and other adults. yes in the correct terms you are considered an adult.. but just because youre 21 doesnt mean you can automatically get it

yes coaches are supposed to be respected, yes they are teachers in a way and yes they are adults compaired to their players but they still have to earn the respect they want just like everyone else.

changing rules from year to year, simply changing your mind about a decision within one weekend, or being mad and mean one half of practice and this perfect little angel the second half does not call for respect earned in my eyes! in my eyes that mean... semi bipolar and well.. not adult-like.

i know lately ive been in a really bitchy mood towards anyone that annoys me in the slightest way but i cant help it... im stressed out between school, schoolwork, cheerleading, dance, my job, and my boyfriend and friends i just cant do it all. im one person being asked to do wayyy to many things and expected at the same time to rearrange my life around the thing i hate the most... cheerleading... not gonna happen... not even the slightest chance in HELL!!

i like my job... actually i love working.. i love the people there, i dont usually mind the work, and i love the paychecks (lol ok sometimes i get pretty angry bc they arent that huge and taxes suck! but w/e) and dancing is only an hour a week.. no biggy there... and i love my boyfriend to death!! i would never sacrifice the little time i have with him! and school comes first alwayss at least in my parent's eyes... and me being under basically their say if i do bad in school... there goes boyfriend time.. there goes friend time.. there goes work... so i have a lot riding on these things.

dont get me wrong i love most of the people on my squad... we're such a close team i can't bring myself to quit no matter how much i hate the sport. but my coach can just be sooo annoying at times ... blabbering on and on about how she deserves the utmost respect when she cant even have the decency of showing us some consistancy. but dont get me wrong either.. ive known my coach for like 4 years now and shes an amazing person and i love her most of the time but sometimes she just gets soooo ridiculous its insane.. and im just like ok if you want respect.. treat us with some back or youre not getting any.

whateverrr... im over drama.. im over caring... im just gonna focus on my school work and boyfriend and work and things that actually matter in life.. next year is my last year ever of cheerleading and its pointless to care when its just something to beef up my college resume. o well.. maybe ill change my tune soon... i hope

thanks for reading!

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