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ughh i have so much to do... i have drivers ed every morning from 8 - 1030 for almost 3 weeks, i work part time at a retail store who keeps giving me insane hours like 2-9 3 days straight, and i tutor a little girl in math once a week, along with hanging out with my boyfriend, my other friends, and spending time with my family. my brother has a wedding coming up this upcoming spring, my cousin has a wedding now pushed up to this december and i have all my friends turning a milestone age all at the same time. its so hectic idk wut to do. i can't take on less work because then my parents wouldnt be happy, i cant take on more work because then my boyfriend gets upset and i can't spend every waking moment that i have left with my boyfriend because then my friends will get upset.

its a lose lose situation really... but then soon ill have cheerleading starting up again and possibly a 2 week long babysitting job (not 2 weeks straight .. just 2 weeks like 2 or 3 hours a day.. but that on top of work would be nuts)

then the carnival is coming up and my friend from florida is coming to visit soon, and my friends wanna plan a day to lake compounce.

which don't get me wrong im really happy that i have stuff to do because i hate being bored but sometimes too much is just too much.. its like im on overdrive all the times... like now ... ive got tutoring at 4 then work at 5 .. they run back to back to each other and  the mother of the girl i tutor is at work and idk if ill be able to change the time so i can get to work on time.. which i need to know otherwise i have to call work to tell them im going to be a little late.. which isnt a problem i can do that but idk its just so ontop of each other its like i never have just a break in between to catch my breath...

and now on top of all things i lost my favorite sweatshirt.. the sweatshirt my boyfriend gave me (it was once his but it doesnt fit him anymore) i can't find it anywhere and it killed me not being able to find it even after i tore apart my closet... i can hope itll show up but i still have a feeling in the pit of my stomach that its gone forever... which really upset me.. but mayb itll show up.. or mayb he'll grow out of another sweatshirt and i can have that one. not that he'll really believe that i wont lose this one too.. but i dont do things like that if i lose something and i get another there is like no chance in hell im losing that item twice. i keep such good track of it the second time around. but yeah... im done.. ill write again sometime later...